I Dont want to sound Crazy but I Just need some advice.?

U would be surprised if u knew how many people felt exactly like u. There is life outside of all the crap that has been dumped on you. Take all the pain and tears write it, draw it, sing it, act it, talk about it, paint it, wear it and overcome. The greatest most creative brilliant works of art, film, theatre, literature etc have come from the painful wretched moments that lead to life, love, survival and freedom.____