I'm a loser but happy?

i make friends with the out casted kids, and people don't like my a bit goth but not so goth look, i have health issues, a bit pessimistic, not that good at driving, popular girls kinda hate me and the guys judge me from how i look, But i have always been feeling so great about my self, and so did my friends. is there something wrong about me or is it a good thing?